13 April 2005
when your stomach is churning and you feel like you are filled with something that isn't that.that irritablility that agrivates you when there's really nth to be irritated about.
that crazy ball jumping in you from the bottom of your stomach till the top of you lungs.
that thing in your head thats itching to get out of your mouth.
that insanity that strikes w/o a reason.
questions that one really can't figure out , staying glued into your brain
that something you really dont want to think about lingering and striking out at you whenever u are left with nth to do.
that large stone sitting at the bottom of your stomach.
that tear that is in your eye that wants to escape but never will.
that anxiety you are filled with that appeared without a reason.
that grey cloud thats hung above your head.
..maybe i'm messed up, or maybe this is all just part of being me.
tell me.
maybe god is on my side this time.
thanks to the underwater creature.
the beauty of the underworld.
sueemaayy.
(: mosquitoes are sucking my blood. *toot* you.
sm at 8:04:00 PM