13 July 2004
[31 DAYS TO THE PRELIMS]ok today i will much more things to blog about.haha okae.today dionne had in house so i was left to seat alone.haha.but was okae.din stay in class much anyway.and im in the process of reading. tuesdays with morrie.its like such a good book.wen i started reading it i thot it suck but wen u get to the later parts its really hm! wat do u call it?meaningful? everyone shud read it.really a very good book than will maybe help u find ur way (in life) :) reading too much.haha shit.newae.had tennis today.training was great! :) haha things are much more fun ! at least for me! hahah.really enjoyed myself most likely i will go back for tennis on thursday! its worth it even with physical.yes i heard chris ladder is like much much longer than webers.haha.but i guess its worth it! :) haha than for odac i think we have rock climbing on saturday.duno if i shud go!i wan to see the plane and see a brown fury thing waving its paws at me.haha.are the paws?oh okok maybe sausages! hahaha. im kidding!!haha.anyway some idiot jus called his number is 94242548 (feel free to call and say :hello im david wat do u wan)! was so shock to see the number.haha its like jus one number diff from mine! stoopid shit ask for david. like i sound like a david??haha.its aft 7.no more free incoming so i jus hung up! i shud have talked to him and pretend i was david.anyway i think he is some prank caller cos i dun think it wud be such a coincidence that his number is one number away from his frens.hahahaha. oh! and bout simon! he is like how. funny?hahah he was like talking to us in this so high pitch voice and putting on hand on chris.everyone in front of me were giggling away.i jus couldnt help it and started laughing and laughing.haha.i laughed till i cried.hahahaha.ok yes.stupid thing to laugh about but yea!haha laughing is good.hahah oh and val mich eunice MELMEL and jy came to kallang to have KFC with me..orrrhhhh..so touching.haha.now im so stuffed oh! and we got a spiderman mat! haha. we can go for a picnic now!hahahah. and im gona wtch tim sum dolliess! hahaha. i think its gona be a really really lame show! but lame and crap is good. very good for the soul! haha. ppl look prettier wen they are truely happy don u find? they have that GLOW.haha.why the hell am i toking bout this newae.haha.let get back to eh..where was i again?hahaha.i cant rmb! anyway. yea! TANAHMEARH is gona have lifts!haha.i wont have to go down the escalator anymore!and i wont have to walk so far!hhaha.yeah! :) hahaha.newae walked back in the rain today. bleah. yes mom and her its very dry here dont worry. haha the min there was no more shelter over my head it started raining ! haha.yes and i got wet. its like sweat mixed with rain water.haha.i think i smelt like crap!haha.but jus had a bath so now i smell like a flower!smelling like seafood is no good.oh and musking tape is no good too.hahaha. too all those who know wat i mean.CAN U HEAR MY TOES LAUGHING?haha.yes as u can see they are alienic so they have special powers and can laugh.hahaha.yeah!im gona get another thumb! hahaha.i hope! im gona find that someone.haha its like finding normal brain cells in my brain.haha.oh man thats hard!haha.im listening to the backstreetboyssong.how did i fall in love with u.haha.orrh..so sad. *CRIES* ahahahahahahaha. oh wells! cnt rmb why i downloaded that song.now im looking for the one on dionnes blog.the cute cute song that she alway sings in class.hahah.
Baby I love you and i'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we make can never be erase
And i promise you that you will never be replaced
I feel for you yes i do
I'll be with you as long as you want me to
Until the end of time
all rights unreserved. dionne phua.
hahahaha.cute song :)
anyway tmr is marions 2years death anni.haiz.depressing arh.looking back jus feel so sad.it rhymes.hm.maybe will go see her tmr or something.haiya.its so sad to lose someone.bleah =( esp in such a terrible way.val gona bring she n marions photo tmr.wen they were p5. can still rmb i cried like crazy.haiz.and i didnt even know her that well.hm!mus have been so much harder for her frens and dionne.hmph.was talking bout her in kfc today.aiyar.val was saying her cat teacher saw how she was ran over and how all her intestines and internal organs spilled out of her.haiz.double decker.hai.and shes like how thin lah.cnt imagine how much it must have hurt.aiyar.its raining and that makes everything feel worst.haiyas.i been in a dream this whole week wonder why.my mind jus keep wondering off every now and than. hais.was stoning in math.staring straight at the board but my mind was way up in the clouds.sighhhhhh. :(
jus done with my math hw. hai ok some one tell me how to do this
15u=u² hahaha.my math sucks i prolly have to retake my Os nxt year.urgh! i have counted if i wan to get a degree in some uni(that i prolly wont get in to esp in sing) eh.i will take me 8 more years.and by that time i will be 24!!that is like how many years.i will 30 soon loh!and if by than i wan kids.i will be dead before they reach 20! cos i will prolly be 60 by than! how u tell me how? and if i dun get a degree and only get a diploma which i will need 4 more yrs to a chieve i will be earning an income of 1200 or less.im gona die.bleah =/ haha im starting to worry bout my future!haha im turning 30 soon! and i think im gona have to live in a one room hdb flat with one bet no tv to nothing.jus one mattress and maybe with one battery operated fan!shoot.wat if i end up washing toilets??ok washing my house one is fine although i gave that up.hm!i duno.i will have to decided wat i want to do soon.my father told my sister yest. "i will tell her not to do media design" it was suppose to imply to me.my father things i wont have good job prospects if i do that.yea!so wat am i suppose to become?a teacher teaching FnN??!!??? i so don wan that lah!! i dun wan to be like ms yu.someone tell me wat i shud do?i knw jy wants to go to aust and study medicine haha.she even calculated how much she needs to get.i think she needs to get 8.15 or somthing like that for her foundation or somthing and she can do medicine.and if dp doesnt make it this year.she may go to aust and study too.bleah everyone is going overseas to study and stuff.haha stopid shim is going this saturdae!haha.she promised to show me her aussie boy(girl?)fren if she gets one there.hahah.but heard lydia doesnt quite like it there.wonder why.shud ask her one day.haha.i knw tt is where my mom dreams of me going.to aust and study so she can visit me many many times a year and stay with me to enjoy the cool weather.haha owells thats my mom.aust will be my last resort.but i will be so lonely there.hm! and i dun wan to stay in doms with some stranger i nv met in my life!hm! maybe i shud buy her one room flat like one of jies fren hahaha.im talking crap!hahaha.
hm!jiejie is going back to damai to relief.i hope she enjoys herself.hahahaha.hope the terrorise her!hahahah.i think this entry is too long!shud go.hahaha.takecare all..
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