22 April 2004
what if the one that makes you cry is the only one that can stop you from crying?everything ends well. if its not well, its not the end.
:)
sm
//_bored out
16:58
hm.back.duno y jus kinda felt like coming back to blog and stuff.i duno.hm duno y.selena is in the toilet making her stupid chocolate cake and cant accompany me. and yes. that got me thinking and searching through the internet for stuff to do. ME AND MY GREAT IDEA of reading old entries. sigh. im sad. wonder why..maybe jus cos its raining and stuff. hai.things has changed so much.i jus been a year and this whole life of mine has been turned upside down and shook god-knows-how-many times.guess everyone has already realise how it changed by now. and maybe im the only slow one. i mean it jus started to sink in me. and it sucks. wat i had hold so securely in my hands jus a mere half year ago has all vanished. hai. sometimes i dun understand why...no one knows. no one know. no one knows. no one knows. no one knows what it feels like. no one knows. im not perfectly happy as some ppl may think i am. haiz. wat the fuck. i sound like some over sentimental freak-a-zoid. yea, maybe i have lost everything. kinda feel like moving back for a while to diaryland coz of selena. she cnt see wat im typing here oh wells. we will see how it goes.
sm at 3:26:00 PM