17 January 2004
hi.jus came back.had odac this morning.than went to bedok to wait for my mother was at the playground for 1/2 an hour than..i proceeded to the chairs oop the library..sat in the sun for like 1 hours plus.but it was ok.i kinda like the feeling.like ur skin is on fire..but its not..erm...im confused..erm..n im pissed..i duno how to put my thots here but ya! im pissed and confused! oh ya yest serene came my hse yest for dinner..than she went see her kor..than went home..hai..yeah maj..my life is really going in circles....round and round and round..yeah! guess i gotta make it square once in a while..hai...i jus wan a stri8 line..so it can end....i feel suicidal..hahah..thats bad...hai..some ppl are jus fakers..i duno what to say....im jus.......yah! nvm! hai.................oh ya...founD a phone for sale..but....ya...still wondering....i can make 20$ out of it but....im still thinking....and yah..a 831........but....i duno think i wan....................see how things go lah! i wan buy ovr xiao liis phone..but duno if she wan sell to me sia...hm! than i wan buy the 331 and sell..than get 885..but...still thinking...like i got so many phone for wat..i only got 2 lines...duno lah! guess i shud go..bye//fuck the world!//fuck it! fuck u and everyone else! fuck fuck fuck!!//
sm at 4:19:00 PM