31 December 2003
big fuck.yest nite started vomiting.lungs hurt alot sia.like they were gona burst soon.sigh.hai..i was awake for 20 hours yest..i woke up at 6 and slept at 2..thats 20 hours.sigh.jus cudnt fall alseep.today woke up at 10..hai..head is fucking heavy..duno if can go hooters today..sigh..im sick..sigh..hai..yest i was using 3 phones..2 to msg..and one to listen to music..hm..nw msging selena.im so bored can.hai..hai hai...why?selena why?! hai...nvm..forget it..i m gona forget everything...fuck......i fucking hate u! i really do!! stay out of my fucking life will u!! fuck u!
sm at 12:16:00 PM